when you realize

Just when you think everything over, you life aorund you is crumbling down because what you always have tough is stable is not?  when some one leaves and you think it might just be the worst thing to happen to you yet ..... your still alive ? your world did not fall around your feel, your life is not quiet in ruins and  some unexpected  inspirations turns  up out of no where.

So despise all that i have gotten word that a Australian writer is interested in meeting me!
Tedd Waters  writer of  50 something books and  write Historical romances  based on Ireland, Scotland and England -  witch happens to be my favorite kind of books! so i am  more then a  little excited he happened to have heard about me and wants to come by and chat because i want to be come a  romance writer !!
I'll keep you posted on that !

I am trying to keep busy and not think to hard on sectarian things, its going quiet well on that front, holiday soon i will be away for 2 weeks but i am taking my-laptop with me and a camera to keep  myself connected :)

 right s till not use on a few things about bloging but i am learning little by little any one wanna offer tips all ears.

other then that i have  found some  cute  pictures i want to share :) enjoy

Book of the day :  

Eye-candy of the day :

 

Cute pics : 

GOod morning

HEy thank you for the  views , and the comment on the yumie eye candy ;)
nothing like some vampires to get your  blood pumping haha

Well today i woke up with a new vie won life and a lil  quot

Every day is a different day , every heart has a different believe and ever life has a new start !

So how will you make your start or have you made it already ? i am ready to make mine.
I have yet again started to write a book  i am not sure how it will go  but i do have a good feeling about this one !!

I Cannot wait to get the books i ordered in the mail  it might take a long time as i am  in lala land ( Africa)
But fingers crossed !

Well i am still learning how this blog thing is  working as not quiet sure how to add all the buttons and scribe yet but i will get there !! : )
 Any one have some tips to help me   with the add ons and so on please  helps welcome :)





SO book of the day is :  A breathtakingly sexy story with time travel and a handsome highlander !

Eye candy of the day is :

What you think ladies ? 

A book review ~ Sundays At Tiffany's ~ by James Patterson

The first book from James Patterson that i read,
he is more known for the crime stories  he normally writes so this is a rare find for me :)

I loved it
I am a romance buff so this  book spoke to my fantasy romantic heart, pulled me into this story and kept me hooked throw it all the story about a young girl and her Imaginary friend, so a little over weight  and  a mother that places to much  perfection  onto every one high expectations.

Who hanst wanted a  imaginary friend to hold your hand?

As the store goes on she is suppose to forget about  Micheal  but doesn't and a beautiful love story starts to form around  them, the imaginary friend turns real and love  trying to over come the bizarre circumstances of it all.

I give this book 10/10 
What if your imaginary friend - was your true love ....
 its a mast read !
thank you for reading this i hope you enjoy this book as well

Monday and the truh is there is no real c

How about some Monday eye candy to lighten this  day ?


 I think it might help don't you ?  today i have been thinking about heart acks, and sadness and the truth is there is no real cure for it only to  accent and move on  hoping time will heal it, and praying that tomorrow will be better.  there is no real way to get over  missing some one ... hoping they miss you to.
But enough of that here is some eye candy ...

 Something about A cowboy that just gets to me :)

Some yummie Damon- vampire dairy's

When things end

should you be bitter hate full or tear full?
i cant say for sure i know it is painful,
when anything end sin life it hurts, more then you wish it would you want to hide yourself away from the world, refuse to become close to anyone or anything yet again.

Should you blame yourself ?
No i dont think so , every one makes mistakes and has fault in life - it hurts its a pain but you cannot regret the past you cannot pretend it did not happen undo the way you feel - when its over its over.

I guess you learn and grow, you love live and learn
time heals all wounds
some just takes more time then other.

THe love of books

Books

There is no greater pleasure then reading a book, feeling yourself melt away into the existence of a character, experiencing a breath taking romance first hand falling in love over and over again, going on a mission or solving a crime maybe even to a fantasy land where vampires or dragons rule the night...

I love books, yet i am dyslexic witch means fro a long time i have dreaded books throw my school live as i simply cannot read out load, that i still high school where i escaped the stress and trouble by picking up a caviler novel where noble attractive men defended a girls honor, i was lost from there.

i think my love for books began with the story of Flica- a book which made me see that reading doesn't have to be a dreaded task but could actually become a addiction throw enjoying the written word - the book my friend flica spoke to my love for animals in the certain case horses since i cant seem to put a book down.

I can no easier choice a favorite book then i can a stare in the heaven, weather it is romance, an naughty little pleasure romance like mills & boon, action a tear jerking drama or maybe even a suspend thriller. one day i to want my name on a great books cover to know i brought joy and pleasure to those to have looked upon the pages and brought to live my emanation, it would be a most wonderful feeling.

HEy to all who ar eintrasted in reading this

I suppose i do not expect anyone to actually read this
so this is mostly for myself
i need to write i need to express what i feel inside to not only better understand myself but others, i also have came to the conclusion i have many issues fualts and mistakes with ,myself, with other...

If you want to see whats wrong with yourself take a good hard look throw some one else's eyes - how do other see you , how do you see yourself and most importantly how do you want to be seen ?

I don't know about other but i want to be seen as a person with Morals, Dignity, love and respect.

I had a lot to think of lately not only what i might feel inside, but teh world in general and what i want from it... one of those BIG thinks..

Well i decided to blog more now, as a way of getting it off my chest with out speaking to myself which cannot be a very healthy habit , can it ?

If there is any one reading this don't be shy to give your thought on this topic, like i said this is more of myself then anything else- keep your heads up ass down and smile glowing i know its harder then it seems to keep smiling but some times its all you can do !

Thinks to remember :

Don't forget where you come from, don't forgot who came with you,
DOn't forget who carried you throw and don't give up on who you want to become.