IN love with the idea of love

Hey every one,
its weekend and i cant help but think  about relationships and of cores the ironic fact that i am a hopeless romantic who has never really been.... in love ?
yes its odd i love - love well  more like i love the idea of love,
true love not secondhand love you can find  around any corner no - the type of love that crosses time- to find that love that make epic novels or  brings tears to your eyes,

Its something once in a life time to turn you inside out your world upside down, i love  the idea of love yet i have never been in love - is it because i am waiting for that one true love ? is there such a thing out side of the  imagination or  filmed ?  or does such a  thing exist?

Well i will wait and find out, as a bookaholic there is nothing  better then a good romance novel it if after all my favorite  kind and i have read  so many i lost track yet i remember every tale  of it ...

I want to write  a romance one  that will express that love , a tale to put readers in the  position of  falling for that  prince charming  .... 

 well thats my  tough on Love and Loving love.
don't settle for the second  hand romance, or a easy to  get love - Find you adventure true love....
thanks for reading 
pic of the day :

Monday and the truh is there is no real c

How about some Monday eye candy to lighten this  day ?


 I think it might help don't you ?  today i have been thinking about heart acks, and sadness and the truth is there is no real cure for it only to  accent and move on  hoping time will heal it, and praying that tomorrow will be better.  there is no real way to get over  missing some one ... hoping they miss you to.
But enough of that here is some eye candy ...

 Something about A cowboy that just gets to me :)

Some yummie Damon- vampire dairy's

HEy to all who ar eintrasted in reading this

I suppose i do not expect anyone to actually read this
so this is mostly for myself
i need to write i need to express what i feel inside to not only better understand myself but others, i also have came to the conclusion i have many issues fualts and mistakes with ,myself, with other...

If you want to see whats wrong with yourself take a good hard look throw some one else's eyes - how do other see you , how do you see yourself and most importantly how do you want to be seen ?

I don't know about other but i want to be seen as a person with Morals, Dignity, love and respect.

I had a lot to think of lately not only what i might feel inside, but teh world in general and what i want from it... one of those BIG thinks..

Well i decided to blog more now, as a way of getting it off my chest with out speaking to myself which cannot be a very healthy habit , can it ?

If there is any one reading this don't be shy to give your thought on this topic, like i said this is more of myself then anything else- keep your heads up ass down and smile glowing i know its harder then it seems to keep smiling but some times its all you can do !

Thinks to remember :

Don't forget where you come from, don't forgot who came with you,
DOn't forget who carried you throw and don't give up on who you want to become.